Spiralling...

Looking at those faces reminds me of my secondary school's years..the excitement of getting out of school and breath the university's air, the total freedom people always talk about when they managed to further their studies into higher level. Plans were made, parents got headache with the number of universities and colleges brochures collected by their son/daughter are common sights.
However, do they actually know where they are going the minute they step out from school?

Neither do i. (of course)

That reflects our everyday lives. The moment we open our eyes in the morning, we already have so many plans and know what's ahead of us.. sigh..
i guess, we human are being too comfortable with our lifestyle that we forgot one thing... we can only plan but to realize our plans is HIM.
The point that i'm trying to make here is we should expect the unexpected along the journey of our lives.. sigh..
There are things that we plan in lives will not happen exactly like we want it to be. Sometimes we got to expect the worst... sigh...

Why sighing a lot this time?

Let me explain further. It is pretty common to hear a phrase that says, 'it is best to forgive and forget'. But not easily done anyway. One can forgive but to forget might take ages.
Ah yeah..another phrase to it..'to hold grudges'?
Well, it lingers..popping to the mind every now and then..getting fully rid of it is rather difficult.
However, there isn't much option but to take it as a TEST from HIM.
Tossing and turning every night will not help to ease it.
Ah, perhaps one is having a CREATIVE ILLNESS.. just like FREUD and JUNG. :)
mmmm...as if...

avoid it?
Run away from it?
Pretend not to know about it?
fAce it?
Endless of options!

So, one gonna go figure..
sigh...