I was stumbling upon this song when i was browsing through my friend's facebook. The song is really nice and very meaningful in its words. It gets into me and just what i needed at this very moment. A few things were hinted by a dear friend in regards of the weird dreams. Nothing to shout about..but worth pondering.

another depressing day! i think it was mainly because of my 'big mouth' with the thought of 'sharing is caring' but it simply doesn't work that way! it hurts me a lot because it was a bitter truth! i was pissed at myself for not being able to shut my mouth up and started rambling about what i am doing. I should seriously be less sensitive. However, most of the time i couldn't help it.

I should be more focused after this! To really get THINGS done and make use of the learning opportunity that i have. Nothing can stop me as i am almost there! I guess that's life. Things happen to complicate us and distract us from achieving what we want in life. Well, of course it is easier said that done. Not once but many times had it happened that i think i am numb with the phrase.

i guess all this happen since i got bored with nothing to occupied my time if compared to the past 2 1/2 years ago. This is the third month of freedom from stress and i got pretty bored with it. i can see myself not advancing in anything and it is bad. Perhaps i got so used to being busy and now that i am quite free and has a lot of extra time that i got restless.

This time i should really have to manage my time properly for i have 3 months to go before i apply for something that i have been dreaming on for so long. It would be interesting to see the impact (note: not to impress but to stay put to the dream). :)