Remains I

It was horrendous-
Imagining it was no real
The grabbing sickened the mind.

It hurts terribly.
Mostly the pride.
It dug deeply
leaving what shouldn’t.

Pulled and pushed!
Enough said.
I was in exile
as it remains.

aisyah, 13.08.08-kota damansara

Remains II

As I drove
through the heavy traffics,
flashing of lights
like thousands of doves.

Was it me or it just happened
that it continuously dampened-
Mauled by the stars,
Fiercely watched by the moon.

Faults were made up,
And I was helpless,
And I let go,
And it had worsen.

aisyah, 14.08.08-kota damansara