another day...

...such a challenging time...

I used to say, without challenges, life will be dull and it will be monotonous and there will be nothing to talk about. Things will be a routine and everyone will be dull and boring.

And now, I am challenged with my own words. Words that i always use to soothe people around me, who seeks for my advices with the hope that i will be able to set them free from the things that hold them on.

So, what do i do about it? I fret and i blame everybody around me and any slightest things will pisses me off! So where goes all the advises that i used to tell people when i need it the most?

What about the words strength, holding on, and patient which have been playing around my mind for the past couple of years, where are they now? I've gotten bored with most of the things. Every single things pisses me off without knowing the reason why. Ah, perhaps that is the key..the root to the problem! Do i know the root of the problem? I think it is just ME. Having one of those mood swings not knowing the path that i am heading? Well, Really?

Gotta do this question, answer session with myself in order to figure things out.

I have to always bear in mind, it's the people not the religion.

Apart from that, i gotta set my priority right! Gotten really stress out lately. And i handle it real bad.

All i need is a day off. Away from laptop, books, and work.

*But be with 2 Big Cs. Sigh.

And I should not be selfish. :(